Drained and Exhausted
It’s 3AM and I thought I’d do a quick, very quick update. I’m attacking my inbox as I’m typing this. I know I owe a lot of you very friendly folk out there and I’ll make sure to reply as much as I can before sunrise.
Dayumm I look busted and rough.
During a meeting earlier, one of the guys asked me two things: a) what do I do with the blog when I want to take time off and b) when was the the last time I took a break from the blog. I told them — uh — I don’t know. Which is true. I honestly cannot remember the last time I took a blog ‘break’. It seems that every single thing I do these days revolve around the blog. I’m not saying it’s a bad thing… I think it’s good… not only it keeps me occupied, it also pays the bills. I’m extremely thankful for all the blessings I’ve had over the years. When blogging is your livelihood, you want to give 120% of yourself (and then some) to get as much as you can.
Ugh. What’s the point of this post anyway? Point is, I just wish there’s enough time in the world though for me to be able
to do things without thinking about the blog even for a second. You know, precious ‘me me me’ time without worrying about what I’m gonna blog about next.
OK FINE I LIED. Point is… I’m dreaming of a holiday right now. I would *really* love to go and luxuriate (hah!) at Amankora in Bhutan. Yep. I want to go there alone on my own and befriend monks and sip hot tea looking at all those trees.
The question is… who’s got about US$1,200 to spend PER night lying around? Imagine how fabulous it would be to go smack right center in the middle of nowhere only to go online the moment I land and say “O HAI GUYZ I’M HERE IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE, HOW ARE YOU?”
See… here I go again… blogging is forever on my mind. Ah well.