I am bored and I’m exhausted from being bored.

I’m utterly bored of the sameness and the banality that goes on around me. There’s something in the air and I can’t figure out what it is. Italian Glamour magazine recently interviewed me (Viva Italia again yeehaw! Milano, Roma, Firenze, Venezia and what the heck, Rimini… y’all keep an eye out for it!) and they asked me to describe my typical day. It was only until now that I realized shit, holy hermit batman, I really don’t have that much of a life. My life is as exciting as a bag of walnuts!

I’m stuck in a rut and I need to get out of it quick. It’s strange for me to say that now because IMO, things are going so well for me. I’m in no position to ask for more because I don’t know what (and there’s nothing really) to ask.


Photo: Anne Lin. Oi what camera is that OMG I look so thin!!

I think I know what I need.

I need to feel human again. I need to be inspired. I need to feel emotion that lingers for more than a few minutes (you won’t get that from Raf Simons footwear I’m telling you). I need to be happy. I need to be sad. I need to be angry. I need to be perked up. I need to go bat ape crazy and do cringe-worthy things I’ll regret in the future. I’m going through a stage where I’m simply indifferent to MY environment. I’m akin to an emotionless robot, pecking away on my keyboard all day long.

Let’s fold scarves!