Missing you, missing me, missing out on a lot of fun.

Written By bryanboy

5:44 AM where I’m at and boy do I feel so miserable.

You know you’re missing out on life when you spend your Friday 3AMs eating corn out of a can.

Pathetic eh?

Yesterday was alright. Been raining on and off where I live. But that didn’t stop me from getting my treatments done.


I accomplished a lot yesterday actually. I had my usual facial, power peel, massage and a body scrub.

I also have bittersweet news – my aesthetician, Joyce, will quit on August 10 because she got her US immigrant visa approved and she’s moving to the USofA with her familia as a caregiver to wrinkly old people.

It’s saddening cause she’s the only person I’ve entrusted over the past year and a half digging and extracting my face, scrubbing each and every slit and crevice on my body, etc. In other words, she’s the only person in this world I’ll get naked for each and every week; she knows my body and all the hidden secrets and gossip it has — more so than my ex-boyfriends and shag buddies.


But hey, I totally understand her need for greener pastures, so to Joyce – I’ll definitely miss you.

On that note, I did some normal things people do. I went to the gas station, went to an ATM machine and went to a fast food place – no more big macs for me. I’m on a diet. I only had fries and lemonade.






I was planning to go to some gay speed dating thing yesterday but as one of my friends said, gay, speed dating and Manila doesn’t belong to each other. It can never fit into one sentence.

A couple of moi-gang threw a mini "Miss Shapes" party at Manila DJ Club but being the hermit that I am, I decided to stay home. As always, I needed recovery time from the facial abuse I got yesterday.

So… here I am. All lonely, miserable and feeling crap.

Gawd I need change. I need a breakthrough. I need something to stimulate my poor soul.

Everything is just ugh, so tedious.

Anyone… or anyone who knows anyone with a big, thick 10-inch cock who wants to receive some sucking from me? I’ll do you for free. Yep – pro bono work. Charity indeed.

I love you, you love me, let’s get OD’ed on valiums.



  1. Seattle Fan

    Gorgeous – LOVE, LOVE, LOVE your blog, but please get rid of the hippie necklace! It looks like a string of dirty anal beads!

  2. Ah, we’ve gone beyond the basic personal ad into the realms of the back pages of a dodgy gay magazine, have we? :)
    *volunteers* :P

  3. i dont even wanna know what anal beads are….my poor virgin eyes >.<

  4. Delilah Valentine

    I fuckin love it! You got the boot idea from Mrs. Britney Spears Federline, that crazy bitch. Gotta love her. LOL, Soo fabulous. Keep rockin it!

  5. hairybuttsarechic

    your color combo of turquiose, purple and dirty mustard is tres tres yves saint laurent, but the beads should go! all that works wonder for a girl but for a boy is pure disaster! Anyway, as long as you’re having fun:)

  6. hairybuttsarechic

    hardly gay magazine, more like tranny mags gone loulou de la falaise(on acid)

  7. whada!? what are you doing dieting? If I were as skinny as you are I’d be ramming at least five Big Macs down my throat every single day!
    Life is short, sweetie, eat dessert first.

  8. Where has your blog been all my life? My God you’re FABULASH (k, Halle Berry used it; please direct all complaints to her….). Just wanted to say that I LOVE your blog, but I don’t so much love how it makes mine look pathetic.
    You= Louis Vuitton Me= Lois Wuitton

  9. Julien

    Hon, try a “pretty Dior” Bracelet worn as a necklace to set the wear. Also I think your coffee table book should be on trips about. Judging from your photos I asume youre quite the jetsetter. Why not entertain the masses with stories of scrapes,tricks abroad??

  10. I LOVE YOU AND YOUR ADVENTURES… You are where I should be If I would have stayed out of the hip hop… FABULUOS DARLING… FABULOUS!!!

  11. Bryan, I love you. In these photos, I love your top, I love the necklace (don’t listen to the others about the beads), I love the hair, sunglasses, boots, bag and belt. But I just CANNOT get behind you on those shorts. Wrong on several levels. :)

  12. Batman

    I love your purple shirt. The color is so vibrant! And I like the necklace. I don’t think they look like “anal beads” at all.

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